I'm applying to Japan! ^_^
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Friday, September 28, 2007
Evensong
O Your unshakable rock
Is my safe place to hide
Where my heart is fastened
Protected from the endless tide
Though waters churn and walls may break
You shelter my soul from every wave
Your love holds my spirit still
Though I am laid bare: broken, depraved
Gentler showers wash over me
Your sweet, soft, unfaltering grace
Seeps down to the sinews of my heart
And quiescence expels all haste
My light, my longing, my heart’s first love
You are, and I am Yours
Faith is all that I can give
And my trust is all Your heart adores
So I will place my hope in grace
Finding peace within Your love alone
Humbly I bring my whole, my heart
To You, my foundation’s Cornerstone
I was reading Ephesians 3:8-21. I won't post the whole passage here, but I love it. Read it. Dwell on it. Drink it in.
I am in awe of the unconditional grace of God.
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
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Dude. God is so good.
I had an amazing talk with Sydney, Christy, and Alicia this evening on the meaning/importance of the resurrection.
"We heard Him say, 'I will destroy this temple made with human hands, and in three days I will build another made without hands.'"
Mark 14:58
Wow...it's like my stupid humanness got in the way of God yesterday. I was overthinking...kind of...BUT today when I was talking with Sydney, God hit me in the face.
Here's what we came up with: When Jesus died, He destroyed the old temple, which was a building which man had to enter to be near to God. It was a house of God made by human hands. When Jesus rose again, He became a bodily temple, bringing the Spirit into a human body (made without hands). This allowed for the Spirit to indwell everyone adopted by God in Christ, making us sons and daughters of God. This is explained in Luke 20:36: "for they cannot even die anymore, because they are like angels, and are sons of God, being sons of the resurrection."
Wow. This is so amazing. I knew God's promise to live in our hearts, but the power of this indwelling is magnified by the power of the resurrection. For me, it shows the incredible value of my PERSONAL relationship with Christ. I'm dumbfounded...quite literally found dumb in the presence of such amazing truth. I'm in awe of God.
AND I have the rest of the week to meditate on the ramifications of this in my personal walk with Christ...AND THEN I get to hear what everyone else thought. God is good.
Tonight I was also able to hang out with the Japanese students again. A bunch of us went to Megan's house for pizzookie and general fellowship. I was so happy to talk with Jerry about his experiences in Japan. I will seriously pray about going there for my missions trip over the summer.
All for His astounding and immeasurable glory,
Ashley
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Resurrection
"We heard Him say, 'I will destroy this temple made with hands, and in three days I will build another made without hands.'"
-Mark 14:58
Tonight at Bible Study, Krista asked us why the resurrection was so important (or even central) to the gospel. I have thought about this before, but I could not form a good enough answer. I'm so glad that we have her to sharpen us! This is such a great question and one that I am excited to meditate on over the next week.
The verse above in Mark explains Jesus's teaching on the rebuilding of the temple, which is taken to mean His bodily resurrection. My tiny little human brain can't wrap all the way around all of these random thoughts that God is bringing to mind just yet, but I'm pretty sure this verse has something to do with it.
After study, Christy and Sydney and I went over to Gila dorm to hang out with the students visiting from Japan. It was great meeting them (However, I am not going to attempt to spell their names.) and exciting to see how God is using Mike, Ryan, Christy, and others in their lives. God is at work. It just feels like God is totally showing off to me lately in this kind of thing. I love that He shows me how amazing He is at planning and executing. It is so reassuring.
I hope that I get more opportunities to see Him work and to join His work in Maricopa and Gila. I will just have to pray for the furthering of relationships with the girls I have met in the dorms.
"More than that, I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ, and may be found in Him, not having a righteousness of my own derived from the Law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness which comes from God on the basis of faith, that I may know Him and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death; in order that I may attain to the resurrection from the dead."
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